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TOO MUCH

It's been the kind of day that leaves you in a daze -- too much to do, always running, hurry hurry hurry, because if you don't you won't get anything done and once you get home, you just collapse.


So much. Too much. Emotionally draining day. Too many sad stories and too many people who look at their kids with more than a little resentment. I'm so tired. I keep on keeping on because that's what I'm supposed to do. Over the last ten years I have developed the ability to lift spirits, crack jokes, and make life bearable for a few minutes for those who hate everything and everyone. I can't take credit for making someone's life all better, but I contribute a little.


Finally got my tablet. Of all the days to get it...so tired I've barely even looked at it.


This is the kind of tired that paused my writing for months at a time. I don't know jack about astrological signs, for real, just a little bit of this and that. My sign is Cancer, and I'm supposed to be emotional and form strong bonds and put others before me and etc etc etc.


Yeah, thats me. Its been so difficult, especially today. I'm so confused by the attitudes of people in their 20's -- so many that expect everything be handed to them, so many that have no game plan and can't figure out why nothing is going their way even though they don't know what the hell they want. HEY -- it's not every 20-something doing this, I know. But so many. Hundreds pass through our doors each year. Hundreds just in that age bracket. I thought the next generation was supposed to have an edge over us Generation X'ers. I'm not seeing it.


Bed.

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